Failure

There are days when you feel as if all is lost. I've been feeling that way for days and to be honest I am fed up with it. I actually begged our Lord for mercy. To take this pain and depression away, the heavy heart I constantly carry. I want to be a better mother to Gabriel and being depressed doesn't solve anything. A few minutes later, my chest felt much lighter and I felt stronger as well. He works in mysterious ways for us all. And these past few years, I've been questioning my faith to him. Its a long road to go down but I'm up for it. Take it day by day.